miscarriage

Pregnancy Loss Expressed Through Art

This post is not meant to be sad.  In fact I’m feeling pretty good these days.  I just wanted to share two pictures that I feel are really beautiful and have summed up how it feels to lose a pregnancy.  I’ve already been touched by songs that have expressed how I’ve felt like Rihanna’s “We […] Read more…

Ectopic Pregnancy Update: It’s Really Over

The last few days I have been extremely hormonal.  I haven’t just been borderline bitchy- I’ve been doing a rain dance all along the territory lines of Bitch Land.  I am just better left alone and really all I want is solitude.  I had been feeling cramps on and off last week, and all weekend […] Read more…

I Have an Ectopic Pregnancy Pt. 2

In my last post, I told you about the doctors discovering my ectopic pregnancy and the choices they gave me.  Considering that I don’t have any children yet and I am still young, I will only lose one of my tubes as a last resort, so I decided to get the shot of methotrexate. The […] Read more…

HCG Levels: Not The News I Wanted To Hear

I heard from the doctor’s office today and it definitely was not the news I wanted to hear.  At 4 weeks and 4 days pregnant, she told me that my hCG beta levels were at 7,400 and that they should be higher.  She also mentioned that my progesterone level was at 4.1 and should be […] Read more…

Early Pregnancy Scares Pt.2

Just to give you a little background information.  At the time of finding out I was pregnant, I currently had no ob/gyn.  My doctor recently retired from his practice and it’s been an upward battle trying to get in contact with his old secretary who checks voice mail messages for the office 3 hours every […] Read more…